In the past few days, I think I have changed, but... what am I to say? After all, so much has happened in the past few days, or has it? I'm not so sure any more. But, those people that I...hang out with, I feel that I can be 'myself' around them. Primarily P.S., Victory, and...how shall This Person mask her name, Red Blanks, I shall say, or just R.B.. But, still... I must keep my guard, it's always there even if I don't want it to be at times, my unconscious A.T. Field, I think it will always be there as well. Is it this A.T. Field that preserves This Person's 'individuality'? No. That/The guard, shield, shell, and oh so many more things that could be in synonym with that, that is the ___ that protects my...what is it, my...
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real-self, perhaps tht's what This Person meant. This Person actually had to ask another person/being for the word, I'll call her the Hidden Mask, the H.M.. For it seems that she hides things, mostly at cshool at least, but on the phone she seems much more expressive. Perhaps due to the change in environment, and/or due to that one cannot see another's face by/through phone, for now at least. The world is changing around us, always, and constantly. I've made, some-what, what could be considered as a revelation, made a day or few ago: If we are all unique, then we're also all alone. Humankind, mankind, is always and always has been alone. Although altered, that quote is not mine.
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