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Basically I write here to just let my close friends online know what's goin on up in my gray matter (AKA my brain)
Nov. 29, 2008 11:35 p.m.
Where has he gone?
He hasn't contacted since
Noon

He said he was at "____'s"

Will she take care of him?
Does she care for him as I do?
His heart is with another,
though I thought my hand was closed...

Please,
Don't leave me like this...

Come back
Sweet, sweet boy

Why does my heart weep inside?
Drowning my blood
Making me sluggish
My eyes can't take it anymore,
all they want to see is
You

It is the same for the rest of my yearning body
all it wants is
You

How could you take me so fast
and leave me so soon?
Love me like that,
and give me no heart

YOu have broken me when I was
already broken,
and all I wanted was for you to fix me...

Look what you've done!
You've ruined everything...
but made it glow,
My life was a blur

Then I met you
fell in love with you
wanted only you

but you didn't want me back
didn't fall in love with me
You still like her
when I ask why, your answer:
"I don't know"

Well get a clue, sweetie
because I can't wait forever

Do I tell him that?
NO
I'd be too guilty if I made him
Cry
Like I do, late at night

In a ball
I shall curl
and weep there until
his call
He never knows,
what I have done,
a broken promise,
I could not stop,
I suck it dry
and hide the evidence
smile wide
and hide my shame
Make him feel good
for things he has done
things though to be good that only made it worse...
made me worse

But I will never
accept his gift
of my heart back

For once it's gone
I'll never take it back

"No way,"
I'll say
"It's yours to keep,"
To keep real close
I'll add in mind
But will he?
I doubt it,
but will I ever know?
who knows?

Answer my questions,
don't feed me lies,
I'll love you forever,
Just keep me warm,
Make me happy
and not the fake kind.
Though I laugh and smile
it's just to cover
my tears inside

By: A.V.


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