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Wrote some over break. Crystal: See I can write when I want to!

Blunderer

I try so hard to please you,
But everything I do
Just makes a bigger mess of things,
And sometimes I hurt you.

I want to do my best with you.
Instead I do my worst.
The things I shouldn't bother with
I manage to put first.

I guess that I just care too much, Whenever you are near.
Although you're always gentle
So there's nothing there to fear,

But since you mean so much to me
I guess I'll always try,
But botch up everything instead
Until the day I die.


Battle's End
My female wiles were worthless.
The good they've done me nil.
I tried with all I have in me,
But I have lost you still.

My stubbornness was useless,
For you were stubborn too.
My tears, my pleas, as if to space,
went sailing right by you.

So now, I guess that I will wait,
For time can cure my pain.
I must convince my foolish heart.
You won't be back again.



Mirrored Tears
I saw my mood
Reflected in a teardrop,
Rainbow of gloom
And darkfelt sorrow.
There, the prism
Of my unhappiness.
After it was brushed away
I felt no better.
Why?