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Dear Depression,

Will I enter soon?
The stages of horror
The regret I already feel?

I want to cry
I will bow down to you
I will take in your sick pleasure
I will deal with my pain

I almost want to die
I want it to end
I don't wanna cry no more
I wish I were with a friend

I don't now how much longer I can take this!
I'm sick of this pain!
I want to go
To be long gone

To never come back.

Misery?
Do you still stand at my doorstep?

Why do you not leave?

I willfully play with the devil
I help death through my door
I know it hurts
But I just can't take it no more.

Sincerely,
Rat