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Todays Thought

Have you ever felt alone in life,
Felt no one cared for you?
Or been out with a group of friends,
And felt alone then too?
Have you ever had a broken heart,
You felt couldn't be repaired?
Or tried to touch somebody with your words,
But knew nobody cared?
Have you ever needed good advice,
But were too afraid to call?
Or felt separated from the world,
Surrounded by a brick wall?
Have you ever been asked about your future,
And said you couldn't care less?
Or tried to pick up the pieces but,
They make just one giant mess?
Have you ever felt so confused,
That you couldn't even cry?
Have you ever felt so damn depressed;
Have you ever wished to die?

Who am I to tell you no,
My heart know it's wrong
but I just can't let go.
Your smiles make me cry
and your tears do the same.
Your words leave me left
sometimes standing in the rain.
But you always say sorry
and I tend to forgive.
I've come to the point
where I don't want to live.
But who are you to tell me
that I will never be anything.
Me by myself
will make me more of something.
So this day is the day
where I'll say good-bye,
And I'll do it with dignity,
I won't even cry.

When you look at me
what do you see?
A girl so full of life
with smiles and joy to share?
Or one full of misery
with pain eating at her soul.
No one sees the real me
underneath my exterior
No body knows the pain I feel
or sees the tears I cry
I hide it from everyone
I've gotten good at that
A smile and laughter
that's what they see
No troubles no worries
my life's a blast
In reality it's just my shell
I share with others
If you peeled off the layers
you'd see the real me
You'd know I cry myself
to sleep every night
The loneliness I feel
is unbareable
Nobody cares about me
not the real me
I've been used
to many times to count
Why must they do that to me
don't they know it hurts
Of course not since
my feelings don't matter
Someone to care about me
that's what I need
I need a friend
someone to trust who trusts me
This misery must come to an end

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