I can't believe that it is turning to this. He no longer wants me. What went wrong? He should know that the case is a very high priority in my life. Kira must be stopped and I cannot ignore the evidence there is against him. Still, I find myself wishing that I had said something when he spoke of wanting a break.
Now, with Higuchi dead, I cannot begin to explain the change that I have witnessed in Raito. Something is certainly wrong. He is distant once more and I an sorry I did not do more to keep our relationship intact. Everything was going so well. Finally, we both had something we wanted that we could keep. I had someone intelligent enough, yet caring enough to want to keep me and not become frustrated with my speech and habits.
Dwelling on these things will not help. I must speak with Matt as soon as possible.
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