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[scratches head] Well, Hey everyone who's reading this.
Who clearly doesn't give a damn ^^;
Why do I bother? LOL.
Hardly anyone reads my entries.
That's okay I guess. ;__;

[School? ;-;]

I'm kind of excited, because well. -blushes- &///&
I'll talk about it later~ LOL.
It's just basically me and Rebecca. Though, I get the strong feeling she'd rather be with Ale, then me. Well, s**t-leave then =/
I'm not waiting up on her, I guess she knows that it would hurt my feelings or some
s**t. Welp, to be exact, why yes- it would. But I'd rather he leave, instead of
bullshitting me, because then it hurts even more. So why don't she just leave already? --sigh--
Kaleido was talking to me earlier this day. Telling me, basically to just leave,
and forget them. 'What's the point? It's not like they're going to stay forever,
each one doesn't even really care about you, so I say ******** it.' =/ And I believe
her. I do. But I just hate it, I just want it to go away. And burn everything in
it's path. Dammit. I just can't find what I need anymore.

And the people that I need right now, aren't there for me.
That's alright, it feels like my own little, '******** you' personally sent.
No offense taken. ;o

I'm at my point right now.
And I'd like everyone to ******** off. =/
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Carlos.
--sigh-- O///O
--gayish squeal--
xDD

Gawd, I need to stop that. o-o

~
So, I'm sorry but I can't help notice that he's been acting, more. Idk` DARE I SAY~
FLIRTATIOUS!? O///O
x3 He, Mario and 'berto, come in at lunch in Mckenzie's class to relax, or talk.
I don't know why it's Mckenzie's class specifically, because me and my class
are in there, cuz that's our next class. I don't know if they would still be there,
if that wasn't my class, Idk? I can't help but kind of notice Carlos is the one who
brings them there O////O KAMI!! Does he really...like me? O/////O
He has been, idk. More comfortable with me lately. &///&
Last week, he talked to me alot. He asked me to watch his backpack while he
went to go chase someone. He asked a favor, HE TRUSTS ME o-o;;
That's awesome. x3

And usually, he plays around with me.
Just joking about me, along with Mario.
I kid with them, to. Haha. Bitches. xDD

HE PULLED MY HAIR OMFBBQQTFKFSAererhEGFyy54wy35OPEgt3t32y43y!!1!11!

Not hard though ;o
He just slightly tugged it,
Carlos: -holds hand to mouth- that was not me.
Thank God Becca saw, she said it was.
Me: O///e

xDD

I really do think he likes me.
Kami, I hope so <3
I like him, to >.<
If he's comfortable with play
fighting then like, it's a step
to flirting isn't it? o////o
I'm going to pull his hair.
Me: 'That was not me.o--o'
Tomorrow. LOL. <3

I just get this aura,
that he kinda has a thing
for me--And that he has
this feeling to always be
around me, or close to me.
[Which he is <3] And even
if he doesn't know it,
he has a crush on meh. ;o
Hehe.

I hope he does.
He makes me happy.
And he makes me laugh to.
With his sexy big a** head <333

I hope, just one day,
Carlos will slip up,
and show me the biggest
sign ever, that he likes me.
Like, it being so obvious.
And me, doing it back. <3

--gives secret kisses to Carlos-

Hehe.

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