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The Ultamite T...and a pice of his mind Just junk about me and my feelings at that moment of time and space. nothing major. unless i say it is but thats not likely to happen anytime soon


T-Man V3
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The Odd Couple.....
Gnarls Barkley's Secound album, and the songs that reflect how i feel sometimes.....which is basicly all of them. Honestly, if you want a clear picture of my insanity and self depresion then get this album,....or just listen to the songs i've linked to you on this page. sweatdrop

Charity Case
Oh, ahhhh [repeat 4X, then in background through Intro]
Give, give, give it away now
Give, give, give it away nowwwwwwwww
Give it away nowwwwwwwww
I, I, I

I don't know what matters to you at this moment
But that's all that matters to me
How are you? (How are you?)
Knock on wood
Well I'm not doin so good
(I bet you pro-ba-bly couldn't tell
I'm not yet with it, I'm still not well)
And I don't understand how I'm so understandin
I guess that that's all I can be
How are you? (How are you?)
I think I can help
But I can't help myself
(Shouldn't I be happy? You need my help
I usually just talk, to myself)

Oh can't you see, oh can't you see
If I help somebody, baby there's mercy for me (eeeeeeeeee)
Ahhh charity~! (And you, for you)
(One, for you, and you, and you)

Now all apologies baby but I'm bleedin too
Are you needin me like I'm needin you
Even my shadow leaves me all alone at night
Guess I need to start to take my own advice
(La la la la lah, la la la-lahhhh)
(La la la la lah, la la la-lahhhh)

Oh can't you see, oh can't you see
Somebody's a liar who ever set free what was free (eeeeeeeeee)
Ahhh charity~!

Oh, ahhhh [repeat 4X, then in background through Interlude]
Give, give, give it away now
Give, give, give it away nowwwwwwwww
Give it away nowwwwwwwww

Give it away now
Whooooo! Alright
Yeahhhhhhh
I want to be your baby
Charity!! You better give it to somebody


Who's gonna save my soul?
Got some bad news
This morning
Which en turn made my day
When this someone
Spoke i listen
Ohh a sudden has less
And less to say
Oooo how could this be
All this time
I lived by carrsioly
Who's gonna save my soul now
Who's gonna save my soul now
How will story
Ever be told now
How will story be told now

Made me fell like somebody
Like somebody else
Although he was imatied often
Feel like i would be myself
It a shame
That someone elses song
Was totally
And completely depended on

Who's ganna sang my song now
Who's ganna sang my song now
I wonder
If i will live grow old now
Getting high
Cause i feel so lone now
I may be just a little selfish
All i have is the memory
Yet i never start to wonder
Is it possible
You hurt worse than me
Still my heart turns to greed
Cause what about what i need
An aahh
Who's gon save my soul now
Whooo's gon save my soul now
Oo i know
I'm out of control now
Tired enough
To lay my own soul down


Going on
I’ve seen it with my own eyes
How we’re gettin’ otherwise
Without the luxury of leavin’
The touch and feeling of free is
Untangible technically
Something you’ve got to believe in
Connect the cause and effect
One foot in front of the next
This is the start of a journey.
And my mind is already gone
And though there are other unknowns
Somehow this doesn’t concern me.

And you can stand right there if you want
But I’m going on
And I’m prepared to go it alone
I’m going on
To a place in the sun that’s nice and warm
I’m going on

And I’m sure they’ll have a place for you too oohoohoo

Anyone that needs what they want, and doesn’t want what they need
I want nothing to do with
And to do what I want
And to do what I please
Is first of my to-do list
But every once in a while I think about her smile
One of the few things I do miss
But baby I‘ve to go
Baby I’ve got to know
Baby I’ve got to prove it

And I’ll see you when you get there
But I’m going on
And I’m prepared to go it alone
I’m going on
May my love lift you up to the place you belong
I’m going on
And I promise I’ll be waiting for you oohoohoo


Would be killer
I've got a secret
Something I thought
Maybe I could do
But I can't now can I
Lucky, lucky you

Did you know I could be
A would be killer
If suddenly I should be
I would be killer

Hurt people, hurt people
This is always how
Oh, I've been
Entered by evil
So someone best
Love me right now

Because I could be
A would be killer
If suddenly
I should be
I would be killer

Now don't you dare me
Or we will dance
High up balancing ballet
So I may still get my chance


Open Book
Eyes fill with fire
Wish i was a better liar
It hurts
When it's happening
And so i cry

The winter is here
And colder
I guess
That i could have
Told ya
That i am
Safe and warm
From the hell inside

Karma (karma)
Take me (take me)
Karma (karma)
Break me
I am
An open book (ooo)

The drumbeat of my heart
Is tribal
Oh the sweet sound
Of survival
Shouts serenade
This voice forevermore

The sun would have
To be frozen
For anything
Out there opposing
Got to be left
In it's own blood
On the jungle floor

(War)

Karma (karma)
Break me
Karma (karma)
Shake me
I am an open book (ooo)
An open book

When i sing
A song of peace
It soothes
The savage beast
Even it understands
That i understand
At least

So you mortals
Must keep this in mind
This is the way
I'm designed
And i have no power
So i'll only die one time

Karma (karma)
Kill me
You have (karma)
To kill me
I am
An open book (ooo)
An open book

Karma
Karma-aaaaa-oooo

Whatever
I don't have any friends at all
Cause I have nothin in common with y'all
So who's gonna catch me if I fall?
My back's always against the wall
I don't have anything to say
I want everything to go my way
Shut up mom! It is not okay
I'm alone almost every day

But it's cool (it's cool)
It could be better (could be better)
I don't care... (I don't care)
Whatever (whatever) Hold up my man
La la la la lah-lah-lah, whatever [3X]
La la la la lah-lah-lah

Talk to my counselor 'bout how I feel
Everyone agrees I could use some help
I love my girl more, than I love myself
But she's goin steady with someone else
I don't know what else to do
Said ******** me? Well ******** you too!
I know it sounds real sad but true
Bein alone is nothin new

But it's cool (it's cool)
It could be better (could be better)
I don't care... (I don't care)
Whatever (whatever) Whatever b***h!
La la la la lah-lah-lah, whatever [3X]
La la la la lah-lah-lah


surprise
It's cool being the only one - but it's lonely
I could have fallen in love a thousand times before if only someone, had known me
They say there's someone for everyone
Oh plus the work will be never done
When all you need is to be met halfway but nobody tries...
Don't be surprised
Don't be surpriiiiiiiiiised!
Don't be surpriiiiiiiiiised!

There are hills and mountains between us - always somethin to get over
Needless to say it's a wonderful day, I just noticed how nice it was to know ya
Oh but be ready to sacrifice; if you love him you should tell him twice
Because when everything that's alive, ultimately dies
Oh lord
Don't be surprised
Don't be surpriiiiiiiiiised!
Don't be surpriiiiiiiiiised!

Somebody's watchin; maybe you want 'em to see you
But with your regrets and se-crets you don't really want them to be you
Well you can make believe I'm blind
And for now I'll be just fine
But when the child grows up to have more than just your eyes
Don't be surprised
Don't be surpriiiiiiiiiised!
Don't be surpriiiiiiiiiised!

Now the ending to ev-e-ry story is most enchanting
Now, whether it's heaven or hell
I wear it well; please forgive me for rambling
I just wanted y'all - to know that I don't know it all
So when that big ol' smile ends up, bein just a disguise
Don't be surprised!
Don't be surpriiiiiiiiiised! Ohhh Lord
Don't be surpriiiiiiiiiised! Ohhh, oh Lord
Don't be surpriiiiiiiiiised!
I said don't be, don't be, surpri-sed
There's nothing left in here
That's surprising baby, 'prising baby!


no time soon
This could be one of those days
That we must go our separate ways.
Scared for you to be out of my sight,
Because you never know, you might.

And I carry this, it's heavy.
And I miss you already...

You were perfect babe.

My time will come yours too.
I'll gladly go before you.

I hope you live forever,
Or maybe we can go together.

It would be perfect baby.

And I carry this, it's heavy.
And I miss you already...


She Knows
Up, up
And away she goes
Now I know
That I know she knows
Could one live a lie?
Well neither will I
If she still try to try
But remarkably, my son
All my work is done
Wouldn't surprise me
To see her ghost
She would like me
To know she knows
And I'm almost sure
I was absolutely
Nothing before
Now I'm so
So much more

The one word
That describes the past
I'm pretty
Much possessed
We are the reason
I suppose
And we've spoken
So I know she knows
There was one
To sacrifice
When you live
More than twice
Or when I bet it's nice
Gonna be just like you
I'm giving my life, too
No other woman
Would wear your clothes
And it goes
Without saying she knows
She knows


Blind Mary
She has never seen the sunshine,
Yet she's getting along just fine.
She's not staying, she's just passing through.
Hey, do you mind if I follow you?
You.

I love Mary.
Blind Mary, marry me.
I love Mary.
Yeaaaah.

I heard a horse say catch me if you can.
Before you know it I was holding her hand.
It's harder to imagine then understand
How she knows exactly who I am.
Yeah.

I love Mary.
Blind Mary, marry me.
I love Mary.
Yeah.

She's my friend, she doesn't judge me.
She has no idea I'm ugly.
So I've absolutely nothing to hide.
Because I'm so much prettier inside.
Yeah.

I love Mary.
Blind Mary, marry me.
I love Mary.
Blind Mary follow me
.

A Little Better
Now I can sing you the storyline
And If you like my story fine
But ain’t none of the glory mine
See my life was a lonely one
And I was dear mama’s only son
With no idea what I’m gon’ become
And I didn’t have long to know
That you don’t have to be grown to go
I could have died so long before
Then I finally saw the sign
And I made it on down the line
One step at a time

I feel better
I can smile at it now, I feel better
Oooh better
And even a little is still better
Oh have mercy on me

Ooh it’s probably plain to see
That I got a whole lotta pain in me
And it will always remain in me
So cold it’s a crying shame
Yea here I am trying again
Cuz I refuse to die in pain
The circumstances put soul in me
And there ain’t no holding me
I have a heart made of gold in me
Can you believe this is where I’ve been
And when adversity comes again
I’ll deal with it then

I feel better
I can laugh at it now, I feel better
Oooh better
And even a little is still better
Oh have mercy on me

I say everythings fine, You can take your time
With what be on your mind, If you knew you was dying
I would wanna just feel this one more time
I say everythings fine ,Take your time
With what be on your mind, If you knew you was dying
I would wanna just feel this one more time yea

(I wanna thank…)






User Comments: [2]
HeavenlyRaindrops
Community Member





Thu Nov 27, 2008 @ 12:41am


your not insane....at least not that i'm aware of 3nodding lol biggrin


T-Man V3
Community Member





Thu Nov 27, 2008 @ 04:07am


lol, well thankeis for thinking that way. but i still consider myself insiane in some way, shape, or form. sweatdrop


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