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I Want To Step Outside
Into the air I breathe
And let the cold engulf me
And look up to see the stars
And see the moon
I'll step back
Dizzy
It's overwhelming

I Want To Step Outside
Lay on the moist grass
Sleep under the planets
Dream a nice dream
And wake in a time
Where I'm happy
...

I miss my feelings
My voice shows apathy
My heart pushes pain
My eyes give mercy
My soul won't let go
And I just....

I want to step outside again
Feel the cold rain on my skin
At a time where I'm happy
For when i step into the night air
I can look down
And the damp, dead body
Of my corpse
Smile
For I am happy

I want to step outside...

~*~

All, in all, yes, it is a poem about suicide. Get no idea; I'm not emo or nuthin'. I'm just tired. And my tummy hurts...