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Try handling mine.

It went from moderately okay, to bad, to terrible, to worse, to horrid, extremely painful, to tiring, to ehh?

Moderately okay: So this morning it was alright. My tooth hurt a lot though.

Bad: Then I felt bad so I went to the office to sit down a little bit. I felt somewhat better and went back to class. I had spanish, which is one of my favourite classes. I get into spanish, and I get some hurtful news. It was my fault it came to what happened, but it was heartbreaking. I ended up crying.

Terrible: So I was crying all through biology. I held back tears the best I could, but I had to go outside for a few minutes to get some of it bottled inside out. And it didn't help to have people keep asking what was wrong and if I was okay.

Worse: So I'm in math, breaking down. I eventually just asked to go outside for a second, and when I got outside, I sat down and broke down crying. Then Mr. Moore showed up, and asked if I wanted to talk about it. And I did. Mr. Aylor came, and I talked to him about it too. They both really kinda helped me. I still couldn't stop crying though.

Horrid: I get home, and I just feel like crap. Everything hurt, emotionally and physically. My tooth was stressing me out, I just wanted to pull it out. I called my mom and she got me an appointment to the dentist and my dad came home early to take me. It was excrutiating pain.

Extremely painful: I'm in the dentist for about and hour? I don't know how long it was. I cried through the whole thing. Every small touch hurt and made me cry. Every little hurt feeling sent hurt through the rest of my body. I was shaking, and I had tears in my eyes the whole time. The numbing stuff was kinda helping, but it still just hurt so bad.

Tiring: They gave me some medicine for my tooth, turns out I need a root canal. I took some medicine, and my pain in my tooth just went away, but I'm SUPER drowsy. I've been awake and asleep and on the phone since I got home. I dont know if I'm really tired, or if it's just from the medicine. Probably both.

Ehh?: So, after being awake then asleep then awake then asleep then on and off and on and off the phone. I feel a tad better. And, being at home and finally able to rest helped. We had a minimum day at school, so when I got home it was like regular time. I finished my math homework [Cause I skipped out of class, under permission of course] And then did my english test, then went to lie down. That's when the sleeping and waking started. Then the phone rang. And that's when I was and and off the phone.

And now, I guess I'm not feeling any of those bold things up there. I guess it's more of a blank sadness. No, it's not that. It's more of....

Indescribable sadness?