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um....sigh....i dont know what to say....im so in the ground i could classified as buried alive....i was looking at rins today thinking that i would ask someone close to me to marry me and i found the perfect ring and its beautiful but....it was going to be a christmas present i know ill be shot down....not only too young but(like that matters) the feelins arnt the same.... emo nothing i do is good enough....i dont know what else to do....i want to be prefect for her.... cry crying