I remember how I used to be hyper practically all the time...in public, anyway. I was a totally different story by myself...but not talking about that now. lol
Anyway, last year, when I started getting more social and just bursting into growing up, I became less hyper less often. Now, I'm still pretty...er..."enthusiastic" I guess, almost all the time, but if you think that's really hyper, you didn't know me before then...then again, not many people did.
Anyway, I started to be calmer in general. I didn't jump around like crazy or run around in circles. And I actually learned how to control my hyperness altogether by sheer willpower.
Lately, however, I've been unable to control myself. I jump up and down like crazy for no apparent reason, and I want to just run around the house and scream and do roundoffs and stuff. I'm just so...happy! Over the summer I had found total joy, yes, but now I'm just...incredibly happy.
There's a reason for that, but it's so stupid...lol. Oh well, I'm done with trying to fight it. I'll just roll with it.
In the words of one of my favorite songs: "Just live your life!" biggrin
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