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I'm completely afraid,
Scared of what the world will bring,
You see the thing is,
I'm a little scared of everything,

I'm afraid to love,
Scared to trust,
I'm scared to do,
What I must,

I'm scared to be alone,
Afraid that it'll stay,
That I'll always be alone,
Forever and a day,

A brave smile,
One that's clearly fake,
It's all hollow,
But it's a distinction you don't make,

Tears in my eyes,
They're always there,
No one notices,
They just don't care,

The attention diverted,
Someone cries,
No one notices,
The sadness in my eyes,

There's always a problem,
Someone else is sad,
So I'm overlooked,
With the problem I had,

Unimportant,
Not enough for them to see,
Not important enough to look,
Hey, this isn't me!!

My life's just changed,
And my fears have come true,
I'm facing it alone,
No one cares, not even you,

My fears are there,
They're now reality,
I loved and trusted,
Now you don't care for me,

A broken heart,
A lost, dear friend,
'Cause you don't care,
My fears have no end,

After trying so hard,
Instilling confidence in you,
You go and betray it,
This is what you do?!

Does no one realise?
Does no one care?
Trusting you all,
Is fear I can't bare,

I'm trying to love,
Trying to trust,
But if you don't return it,
How can I do what I must?

How can I let you in?
How can I try at all?
If I'm not sure,
You'll catch me whan I fall?