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ok i hate myself, my ******** mind just wont let me except that some things r actually true i guess i look at the glass as half empty insted of half full, to many trust ishues i guess.... but i wish i could just live without having to be reminded that ppl wont betray me again and that im loved... i bet it would be fun to be a potato for awhile,. ya know? i wouldnt have to worry about any of this cry