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hmm lets see...

OH YA!!

I MIGHT BE GOING TO TOFEILD THIS WEEKEND!!!!!! ******** YA! blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl 4laugh 4laugh 4laugh 4laugh 4laugh 4laugh whee whee whee whee whee whee biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin smile smile smile xd xd xd 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding razz razz razz razz razz razz blaugh blaugh blaugh there arnt enoght ******** smileys to express how ******** happy i ******** am blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh

but besides that life is still s**t stare of course

in truth ive been crying a lot...not realy sleeping.......worst of all ive been starving myself...it started small...but now im down to like half a meal a day!!!!! neutral i dont get it...im just never hungy.......but ive been realy weak and frail ******** THATS IT i ******** starve myself untill i become so weak i either die or my ******** mom sees hom much i need the ppl in toefeild...and lamont surprised

wow and im well on my way..ill just survive on water!! untill my pee is as clear as a crystal mountain creek! biggrin hah!

if that fails maybe ill resort to:
choking myself with a shoelace
cut and bleed to death
or (my personal favorite) drink bleech!weeeee whee

BLEACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!itll become canada # 1 killer twisted everyone who wants to die will drink bleach! of course ...how wouldnt i have know it

lol im just joking..i promised one of my best friends i wouldnt kill myself(all though i sorta wish i could take it back stare )

sigh well that sucks in a way...ill just wste away untill i can either move away or make new friends and a life ...i guess i still do have my furte...not my neer future but my like ...when i turn 16 or 18 furtue xp

with time it better come stare stare stare stare stare stare stare stare stare stare stare stare

or else!!! *shakes fist*

ok ill shut up now sweatdrop 3nodding whee

p.s. one more thing........im at 168 gold...i still need to get 2100 to afford meh pants! dammit dammit dammit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gonk gonk gonk scream scream scream stressed stressed xp xp xp