Im still sad...but because i dont want to Worry anyone...im going to act like this is a Normal Journal Entry...Hem...*Cough*
ELLLLO!
Well today, was kinda Normal
Nothing really BIG oh! During lunch they are starting to serve GRAPE FRUIT! omg i love Grape Fruit!
And i love Cranberries! ~woot~
um..oh! i got moved up to 5th chair in Band! out of 20 something Clairenets! ( I USE to be 1st chair..-_-)
Anyway!
oh! during like, i think it was...Math, the two people who sit on my row of chairs, wern't there so...;-; i was alone! ( NOOOO!)
anyway!
Im trying to keep up my happiness as long as i can!
...ok happiness is over...
so today i went to a football game to listen to my brother play in the band..
and Shawn ( This Total JERK )
was sitting behind me and my mom and my mom looked back at him and said
" Hey if Jessie ever gets a Boyfriend, would you make fun of her? "
and i looked back at him, kinda shook my head...and he said
" Well i dont think its possible to talk about Alex...hes in England.."
...and i GLARED at him..turned around..and teared UP!
Dx
Ugh! im so going to hurt him!
No! im going to tell Julia, and SHE will hurt him!
Anyway!
This Has Been..* Drum roll*~Jessica's Blog~
...I miss you Alex...and i love you...so much...><
