October 31
The night that ruined everything.
Everything was perfect :] She loved him, he loved her <3 Together Forever <3 Everything she'd ever wanted was him. Everything he had she loved. They were perfect <3 It couldnt be any better. Until that one night.
October 31
The girls friend invites her over to his house for a Halloween party with a couple friends. She agrees and rides home with him, goes to his house and hangs out for a while. Then other people start showing up and it was getting crowded in his room so everyone stepped outside onto his trampoline and everyone was jumping around, smiling, laughing, and falling. Then, someone had the idea to play Truth or Dare >[ Everyone participated, including the girl. She had a close guy friend there and everyone dared him to kiss her. She definitley backed away and said no and so did the guy. Then everyone was calling him a baby and other stuff, she rolled her eyes ignoring everyone. But someone told him to kiss her cheek and he said fine, she was just standing and he pecked her cheek. She frowned and felt her face getting hotter, she knew she had a boyfriend, and possibly the one she wants to be with forever, but she was silenced. After the party, she got home and talked to her boyfriend. In the middle of them talking, she felt so guilty and she started crying, not crying, but bawling. She didnt say that she was crying to him because she didnt want him to be upset. She hated when he was depressed, it hurt her so much...He made her tell him...she regretted it so much...and he was devastated...She wanted to explain, but she knew it would just sound like a lie. From that day she cried and cried and cried. All day all night, everytime she thought about him, her eyes would burn and tear up. They hadnt talked in what seemed like weeks...she knew he probably hated her...She was so scared about losing him...he was the only one for her and he never seemed to understand how much he meant to her...as the days went by, it was November 1st. A tough heart wrenching weekend was survived, sort of. And when she got into school and she was doing her classwork, she couldnt concentrate what so ever. She kept on seeing him with another girl...and him being happier than ever...it shattered her heart and she couldnt help but cry. So there she was, crying during class. She asked her teacher to be excused to the bathroom, the teacher asked why as she looked down at the girls red eyes. The girl said that her mascara got in her eyes and the teacher excused her. She went to the bathroom, hoping nobody would notice her. She went in and dried her eyes. She looked into the mirror and wondered why it was her. Why it was her to meet the greatest guy in the world and have her heart turn to dust by him. She straighten herself up and went back to class slowly. When she got home, did her homework and laid in bed she looked up at the ceiling, remembering all the amazing times she had with him. The sweetest things he said, how he promised to always be with her, to always love her, etc. But what she remembered most was his voice...which she hadnt heard in days. She loved the way he said her name, how he said he loved her, how he laughed, how he cried, everything... But now it was all gone...the laughs, the smiles, and the laughs...Meeting him was the greatest decision she ever made...
I love you Brandon Lee Dolezal...
Please Forgive Me...
Im so sorry...
The night that ruined everything.
Everything was perfect :] She loved him, he loved her <3 Together Forever <3 Everything she'd ever wanted was him. Everything he had she loved. They were perfect <3 It couldnt be any better. Until that one night.
October 31
The girls friend invites her over to his house for a Halloween party with a couple friends. She agrees and rides home with him, goes to his house and hangs out for a while. Then other people start showing up and it was getting crowded in his room so everyone stepped outside onto his trampoline and everyone was jumping around, smiling, laughing, and falling. Then, someone had the idea to play Truth or Dare >[ Everyone participated, including the girl. She had a close guy friend there and everyone dared him to kiss her. She definitley backed away and said no and so did the guy. Then everyone was calling him a baby and other stuff, she rolled her eyes ignoring everyone. But someone told him to kiss her cheek and he said fine, she was just standing and he pecked her cheek. She frowned and felt her face getting hotter, she knew she had a boyfriend, and possibly the one she wants to be with forever, but she was silenced. After the party, she got home and talked to her boyfriend. In the middle of them talking, she felt so guilty and she started crying, not crying, but bawling. She didnt say that she was crying to him because she didnt want him to be upset. She hated when he was depressed, it hurt her so much...He made her tell him...she regretted it so much...and he was devastated...She wanted to explain, but she knew it would just sound like a lie. From that day she cried and cried and cried. All day all night, everytime she thought about him, her eyes would burn and tear up. They hadnt talked in what seemed like weeks...she knew he probably hated her...She was so scared about losing him...he was the only one for her and he never seemed to understand how much he meant to her...as the days went by, it was November 1st. A tough heart wrenching weekend was survived, sort of. And when she got into school and she was doing her classwork, she couldnt concentrate what so ever. She kept on seeing him with another girl...and him being happier than ever...it shattered her heart and she couldnt help but cry. So there she was, crying during class. She asked her teacher to be excused to the bathroom, the teacher asked why as she looked down at the girls red eyes. The girl said that her mascara got in her eyes and the teacher excused her. She went to the bathroom, hoping nobody would notice her. She went in and dried her eyes. She looked into the mirror and wondered why it was her. Why it was her to meet the greatest guy in the world and have her heart turn to dust by him. She straighten herself up and went back to class slowly. When she got home, did her homework and laid in bed she looked up at the ceiling, remembering all the amazing times she had with him. The sweetest things he said, how he promised to always be with her, to always love her, etc. But what she remembered most was his voice...which she hadnt heard in days. She loved the way he said her name, how he said he loved her, how he laughed, how he cried, everything... But now it was all gone...the laughs, the smiles, and the laughs...Meeting him was the greatest decision she ever made...
I love you Brandon Lee Dolezal...
Please Forgive Me...
Im so sorry...
