Dear Journal,
It's 12:43 am.
current status: paranoid, nervous, sad, tired
He's now obsessed with some random new person and according to his myspace... he's single...
maybe I mean nothing
...maybe I'm just being toyed with again by yet another guy.
I try not to think of these things because I trust him and I love him, but I get so scared so easily and I tend to overreact.
He is amazing, but sometimes I wish him and every other guy could read Twilight and be like Edward; loving, caring, compassionate.
My heart feels a tad empty, as my 1 year anniversary of living here in here approaches, it upsets me even more; I realized all the great friends I left behind. I had promised to stay in touch with them all while I lived here... but I'm a bad friend, I'm afraid to talk to some of them. And now I'm scared that they think I've forgotten them, even though I haven't.
Macey's on now, to the rescue, to save me from myself.
I love you Macey.
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