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So much has been going on lately, that I either want to cry until I can't stop or just bury it deeper and make myself sicker.

Where should I start? My job? My constant worry for the two of the three most important non-related women in my life? Or rather the annoyance I feel from being the only adult female in my house?

I want to scream so bad...or run away...

So...I stopped drinking....bad time to stop. I could use being drunk as an excuse to tell certain people how much they piss me off all the time.

And to make matters worse...my event was a flop...I am never going to be as great as Lytte. She is my idol and I look up to her so much...I know she would just be upset to pieces if I let Reli's die out...

*sigh*

I need... a really big hug and time away from everyone...my family...this environment. I need to go somewhere where no body knows me...*stops before sounding like tv theme soung*

Bedtime...