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....... st... i just want to sleep im so tired. . . and my head hurts. . . and every time i see him i just want to kiss him.... i think i made one of the biggest mistakes of my life... sometimes im just so stupid.. i guess i just didnt want to get hurt again so i wint to sheer madness listening to my sister and did what she thought was best for me insted of me doing whats best for me... i feel like such a dumb st. and i feel cold... i couldnt do what iusually do to stop from being cold... so i guess when i made body prints in the snow i just wanted to feel numb and really feel what cold is...i still feel cold inside and i dont think that this time it wont go away.... and i think thats what im afraid of the most... jesus i am a dumb st. TheBatMango** · Fri Oct 10, 2008 @ 04:39am · 1 Comments


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... I am the reason people like YOU need therapy and medication

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Sat Oct 11, 2008 @ 12:40am

Sammie, love, don't be so sad. We're all here for you, and it wasn't a mistake, I promise you it wasn't, what the mistake is is thinking it was, in the end none of this was a mistake, sure it might hurt now, but you never know something good might come from this, maybe this will make your relationship stronger, but in all trust me this wasn't a mistake. I'm here for you for always and you will always have me. I love you much and I'm here for you whenever you need me.

~Leah, your Oni-San

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