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I'm going to start posting here, regardless of the dangers that I know three of my Friends in reality, real life, who could have the possiblities of reading these posts, but I don't care about that, not now at least. My thoughts, and my feelings, are they all nothing but scientific data, or are they as real to me as my love towards my best friend? Word for word.

October 3, 2008 Friday 10:00 AM
Did I really take that pill? That wretched yet unfortunately efficient medication? This/these thought((s) such as as these) have/has come across This Person's mind. Hardly any longer now (or at least within the last three, possibly four or more days, does This Person notice the medication taking effect on the 'creativity' This Person felt had been lost/simmered down in the past. 10:45
Is this really me/This Person/This Person That I Am's thoughts and feelings? 11:46 I had to ask myself/wonder though, was that really me? Only near an hour's half ago, she was speaking with two girl, (their true/real names currently unknown, if each of them have one/any at all), about a fashion-style, with some to great interest, but, afterward(s), I had to wonder if that was the real me, if that person was being true to This Person's self. Was This Person not being a self-loathing hypocrite? Taking interest in that fashion and possibly dressing/doing that fashion not only out of interest but out of the recognition, the acknowledgement that I/ This Person would receive?

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