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I had been here before. Angry at the lying.
If only I could put on a fake face like all the rest.
I'd find time for any extra space.
You are not essential.
Not now, not ever.

I'm not as likely as it seems.
Don't pass up the opportunity.
I'm not effin waiting for it.
I am not stable at the time.
I hadn't need it so bad.
your only a need when I am not hungry.

Just crack me open so easily.
If only I hadn't let me break apart the pieces.
You hadn't made it clear enough.
I don't want to understand.
I wasn't for the feelings.
I had lied, about everything.
But not. not the hurt.

Grind my tears into your unconventional feelings.
What the [********] are you waiting for?

I'm not going to wait forever.
I want it now.
I want it, or I'll pace further away.
I'm not afraid of leaving and not looking back.

I had done it before.
But it hurt so much before.
I wanted to heal it with-in me, for thou.
To have room.
But nice words is all you can say.

It's obvious. Isn't it?
Admit it to yourself before I.
Thanks, just thank you.
And ******** you to.


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