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i try to tell them my emotions they way I truly feel but thats doesnt work i try to tell listen to them more then anyone but im invisible is their no end to my punishment i want them to return to me i want them to forget, i want myself to forget. every day i live in the shadows hidding in fear like i did 7 months ago till they came to pull me out of the shadows now i once again look upon myself and curse my epic fate I no not where to go anylonger i can only be myself again in the shadow hoping she will come pull me out and forgive what ive done to the dark notes i promise to them i vow that no matter what is yet to come that no matter what she says no matter what i do i will never forget them i will never forget her I will never forget Jasmine...because i know that in in future years if she is no longer with me If i failed her she will always have a peace of my heart with her...
I make this vow this promise to everyone and anyone I shall never forget her because through hate and anger we had together we always no matter how strong the hate shared one thing in common Our love I failed to see that and in return fate punished me by sending our love to the pits of hell I open this entry for the world to see to let them know my flaws to allow them to learn to love and to forgive I open the world to the dark notes