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I think...for the first time in a while i can finally say
..i'm in love again
it's been a long time since i've felt this way about someone in the longest time...
i mean..i can't stop thinking about him and i can't sleep without speaking to him. I find my self drifting off into the longing thoughts of him holding me zoning out every time i see another couple and in class...i just
i really love him so very much and i hope ..i dont end up hurting anymore.
I just...i want to be happy and I want that new beginning.
im so glad we've found each other and now since i have someone i can give my clingyness to i don't have to worry so much...i've been holding on to something as long as i can remember and i can finally let it go..and i'm...happy. it's kind of scary though...i mean..i've held on for so long i'm afraid of letting go.....but i'm going to try and who knows...maybe..things weren't supposed to turn out like i've wished for so long...maybe i'm getting something better or maybe....maybe iunno. i just hope going for this and opening back up my little lin snail shell is what i should do.
i mean..
What more could I want?
I have made my friendships stronger and I'm truly loved <3
aww man...*sniffles with tears of joy*
lin squish ish happeh <3
but..
i also want to say
that i haven't forgotten about any of u and i love u all u all are family to me and i would do ANYTHING for u..i mean it...
and pj?
you're still my fav knuffle ily <33
and i love u too sister jackie <33333
and everyone else
u put the light in my heart n.n
 D0N3 · Fri Sep 26, 2008 @ 06:58am · 1 Comments |
