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Sooooo
I want a apt.
House is waaaaaaay too much respondisblity. I don't do outside work. The sun burns my vampiric skin. LOL!!!!
I could get my puppy back if I did... But I would never be home. Between work and school.. I'd rather my baby be happy, than him sacrifce his happiness on my neediness. I may just let them keep him.. He is so happy there (He happy with me... but again, I'd never be around). There are two small children and a 4 month of boxer puppy to play with. I just can't do that to him. If you love something, you have to be able to let it go. And I love this puppy to death and back again.. its going to kill me to let him go... but really... it is the best for him. He is so extremely happy. I know Eric will be rather upset when I tell him this, but will understand my choice in the matter. My god.. I'm crying. Ahhhh! I can't get him out of my head!!! He is such a delight. A pure hearted creature unable to lie or decive. Like I'd sit there just thinking away and turn and look at him. He would notice and look back at me, and I can't help but to smile. And though this kills me so so so much, he'll be better there. I just hope he knows how I love ad care about him, and he will always and forever be my baby boy.