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So.....my friend's phone is dead, my messenger isn't working so I can't get his IMs, his monitor at home is fried, fun stuff man, fun stuff.....

I mean this day was acutally going pretty well too.

Other then the creeping fact that the other guy I like may hate to be around me and will go out of his way not to be around me, or something about myself makes him sick to be around me or talk to me. o_<;

I mean, the guy was suppose to stay after in math today, he noticed me in the room and he was debating with the teacher if he could go home because he didn't feel well, and he'd stay after the next day. He kept glancing towards me and I was watching him and just...ugh....A bit deppressing.....It doesn't help I've seen the guy writin notes and s**t to this other girl in my science class......Dx....It's deppressing...

But with all loss, something is gained. I think the other new kid, Mike, may like me. o-O; I dunno why, just how he looks at me and he asked me if I was feeling ok in the hall. o-o; No one ever asks that, considering that I was also feeling content around that point in time, I was a bit surpised. The kid, he is what you'd call, "school book cute" I mean blond hair, tan skin, bright blue eyes. Some how though those light eyes arn't as easy to read so it's a bit harder to guess what he's thinking. =[

I dunno, for the most part, I'm starting to wonder if something is trying to point me away from these guys, I dunno.... It's just seeming like a really weird coniousdence that my friend get's his phone fried, monitor fried, and he can't get my IMs and I can't get his. It just seems really suspisous....but hey, Im just parianoid....

So I'm done my rant. ^-^