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hey,okay.
like,two nights ago,i had a dream about my best friend whom i havn't seen in so many months.
the dream was, i was in my schools lunch room, a few things looked diffrent,but mostly it was the same.
i was just sitting down when i see him walk in.
i walk up to him,and i start talking to him,but so calmly.
but even though i was calm, i could tell i was so overjoyed to see him.
well,he's trying to tell me something but i can't hear him(it sounded almost like the charlie brown teacher:WAA WAA WAA!lol.)and then he was gone,i turn around and he's sitting at another table talking to some other kids. then,i don't even tur my head for a second,or at all for that matter,and he's gone!
i walk up to the table,it turns out to be some of my friends,and they're all dressed like hippies and i honestly don't know why any at all,i ask where he went and one of my friends said he went in the bathroom,came out and left though a door on the other end of the cafiteria.
i went out the door after him,and as soon as i walked out, it wasn't a school at all,it was a mental hospital.
i ran across thier super long yard,thern stop at the walk way and yell out ot him.
he's walking on the other end of the block,he turns,obviously dosn't see me,or maybe he did,idk,and turns the corner then is gone.
i woke up crying that morning,i was a bit shakey to. crying
in fact,i was crying all day,nonstop. emo

i was thinking about this cuz,what if he is dead?
what if he came into my dream to try and tell me?
what if he wants me to be okay,but wants me to know?
i call him my living human gaurdian angel and i would die if he ever died to.
i would die for him,he's like my other big brother.
always looking out for me,always cares,tells me things to keep my spirits up.
i miss him everyday.
well,that's really all.
thnxs for reading lovies! heart