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	Ramblings of a Universal Wanderer stuff I like to rant on and stuff about my life and my thoughts.

	things haven't been good lately.
	things haven't been good lately.


I'm so sad......I feel sick to my stomach, I've lost my appetite today, (thats just great rolleyes ) and the only thing keeping me sane is my daydreams -__- I don't know what to do..I guess I'm starting to slip over the edge again like I did a long time ago. I just wish kuromi saw my journal entries from 3 months ago when he was gone.. there still on the first archive page, I think...I just so wish he saw them a few days ago..oh well...if only.... now I don't know what to do.. he says I'll find someone but I can't believe that no matter how hard I try. everywhere I look its just nothing nothing nothing..online,in real life,..nothing. I don't think I'll ever find the same kind of person either..I just wish this never happened..he doesn't understand how much I like him.... maybe he does...I don't know...,but obviously that other girl is better than me. he knows I've liked him for a long time and then he says I'm not right for him so I stop trying for a tiny bit then I try again and then hes basically like, ooops to late! I already found someone! stare I found that to be sort of annoying. oh well I hope hes happy cause I never will be again. I'll probably be contemplating hurting myself for a while. (cutting) sorry but if I'm like this for a while thats whats gunna happen. Elemental guardian Zaria · Wed Sep 17, 2008 @ 11:30pm · 1 Comments


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	Zaria, I tell you this not to hurt you, but to try and help you realize this. There isn't anything in real life, and there isn't likely going to ever be. Zaria, think about the way you are now. You are trying to hold on to humans. Is that doing you ANY good? From my point, it's leading you to your death, and it's hard to watch. What good do they do you? You think there is nothing beyond "your" story. Well your wrong. I am out of "my" story and I am doing fine. I am doing better in fact. Why don't you think it will be the same for you? I am worried about you Zaria, because the story you are following isn't good for you, and you say you don't like it, but you don't do anything about it. You need to forget about it. Forget people. People only bring bad things (not counting authors, they bring good things). I know that this won't be for a while, but I hope you feel better. Offline BookWyrm144 · Community Member · Thu Sep 18, 2008 @ 12:47am

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