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song+ I never told you what I did for a living // my chemical romance
book+ women's book of myths and secrets
scent+ peach
quest+ hmm x.x getting Towns to be unlaggy @.@
upper+ ryuukun! @.@
downer+ 1 or so more hours till Ryuukun xD
attire+ white tank and brown corduroy jeans
drink+ peach-flavored water
o_o I just spilled le water everywhere. Oops!
Solikeyeah! =D I posted in my bloggy recently, but I'm bored right now, so like, I post at you. >PPPP
Me Ryuukun is going to pick me up soon. ^o^ *fangirlsquee* My grandma is all laying a serious guilt trip on me for leaving. rolleyes I think this is mostly because I cook for her. xD
Today Leprechaun has been really, really ehh. -.- I'm washing dishes, he's there in the kitchen just standing there, breathing like Darth Vader, twitching like some sort of spaz, and just kind of staring. o.O Everything I do, he's right there, and it's bugging the hell out of me. -.- I know for certain he's seriously wigged out on some type of "medication". He's even more twitchy and mumbly than normal. He tried drive to the store today, and Peep had to run out there and take the keys out of the ignition, because he's totally incapable of walking in a normal manner, much less driving.
Anyway. Oh. xD*pointy point* Did a crapola drawing of my avvie. Like I mentioned earlier, I feel stupid now because I should have placed Ryuu above stupid Gaia, for the love of gawd, but I was half asleep when I drew it. xD 'Cause like I'm 150% sure I love Ryuu WAYYYYY more than I love Gaia, roflmfao. xD I drew her with a pirate patch because I thought it would look nifty, and now of course I'm like .. o.o must buy pirate patch. xD
Peep meanwhile is doing nothing but constantly bitching at me to get a job get a job get a job. -.- Which I'm trying like hell. x.X; But I don't understand a part of her logic at all. She assumes mum will get a new job ( her current job is on "hiatus - she's not fired or anything, and she hasn't quit - she has the luxury of returning at any time but she's not making money anymore so .. -.-;; ) but I know that there is no way mum is going to get a job. I love her but she has about the same amount of responsibility as me, only a little less. xD
I shouldn't say that. stare She took care of us all by herself for fourteen years. I'm such an ungrateful urchin. x.x But she's older now, and has hip problems, and she's really depressed. =/ We're both kind of like -flounder, flail, lament- at the moment.
Except I have Ryuukun. ;.; He's the main thing keeping me from going bonkers. Mum says she's going to get back into MHMR, and try to get me into it again as well. I think she called about it this morning. But anyway, I hope so. -o- Because I reeeally need some professional help, like whoa. Actually, I don't even care if they give me medication. I just want to be diagnosed! That's all, really. I just want to know what the hell is wrong with me. x.x That in itself would make me feel better. I don't really want to be on any more medication anyway. ^^;
So I'm thinking we should all hang out again soon, as I totally majorly miss you all. ^o^
 The Viscount · Mon Sep 19, 2005 @ 10:14pm · 8 Comments |
