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anymore i dont know what keeps me going on in this world
it seems everyone absolutely hates the one thing i love
they get in groups and talk bs about him and i just get tired of it all
i can not fight every battle and win
i am only human just like him
i make mistakes i've done really dumb things
if you compared us i'd bet u'd find im worse
i cant feel better bcause i cant tell anyone how i feel
cuz all the pple i'd tell are the reason i feel this way
i feel so shallow and blind
u'd think i'd stop loving him by now but my love only has grown stronger
i'd give my life for him and day of the week
he is my life in a nutshell
he provides my joy and is my escape
he is my happy place where i can be me
why would anyone want to take that away
why would anyone hate a guy that can do that
i guess its bcuz they are human too
perfectly human so perfect that they mark his every flaw on the wall
i fell trapped in a box cornered with no where to run to
and yet no one sees it
i guess im the only real screw up
i dont think i should be here much longer
im just cuasing my own pain in a way
where can i turn now?