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what do you do
when pain is all you feel
when you see him?

he stepped on your heart
for stupid reasons
if he truely did care for me
would he have done what he did?

what do you do
when he doesn't understand
the pain i feel
deep down
tearing my heart from the inside

should i forgive him
for being so cruel
or does he have
what's comming for him?
it hurts to look at him
much less sit next to him

he just doesn't understand
the pain he causes me
everytime he's close
i can't look at him
without wanting to let lose
the held back tears

why does this bother me so much?
he's just a guy, right?
i'll meet others...
why does this
eat me so much inside?
why do i die
a little each time our eyes meet?

what am i going to do
when the pain is just too much
to bear?
why am i so crazy
over just one person?

Is it because
deep down i knew
i could never have him?
does that make me
want him more?


As much as I want
to forget everything
it all stays
burned into my mind
refusing to leave
continuing to tourture me