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********... another day right? I mean come on, I have no life anymore. I work then come home and clean, go to sleep, then do the same thing the next day. None of my friends want to hang out because I guess they have better things to do then spend time with me. I always ask but all I get are excuses. What's wrong with me? The only person that I ever hang out with anymore other than Bryan is Eric. That's kind of sad. He's a great guy and all but Bryan gets super pissed whenever I hang out with him. I feel like I'm trapped, not by Bryan, but by myself. I need to get bettetr friends, this always happens. Either they leave or they ditch me for someone else. I want to cry. It's hurting me so bad becaus eI set myself up for it. I say "It's not going to happen again" but it in the end, it does. I have Jenna, but she goes to school, and I go to work, and when I get off work I'm too damn tired and I want to go to sleep. I'm probably going to go over tomorrow to hang out with her and my mom. On a more positive note, Eric isn't busy so I'll see if he can come over and smoke the hookah! YAY!