So the dance didn't go down. I was correct sadly and my baby had the dates confused. He did take me upstairs this weekend only to start playing Fields of Gold by Sting. Then he wrapped one arm around me, took my hand and pulled me close so that we could share our first dance as a couple. It was unbelievably sweet. I just loved the feeling of slowly spinning in his arms. It's as simple, beautiful, and magnificent as the daily turning of the earth. I'm pretty sure that this is what dancing with the love of your life feels like.
I often look back at all the things that he does for me, the random gifts and flowers and loving sentiments and I just wonder what I did to deserve him. I work hard every day to be worthy of him and he's helping me to be such a better person. I marvel at how lucky I am; at how much he loves me and cares for me. I know without a shadow of a doubt that this is true love and I don't ever want to let this feeling go. Hopefully I'll be able to share this feeling with him throughout eternity. Nothing would make me happier.
So basically I just announced to all of Gaia that I plan on marrying this wonderful man. He's already aware of this fact so I see no reason why you guys shouldn't be too. I also apologize to all of you who cannot come into the temple with me to see the actual wedding, but you are all more than invited to the exchanged of rings and such, and I'm getting ahead of myself....again. In my defense Tyler and I just had this conversation so it's very much still on my mind.
And hey, what happened to the art shop idea? We soooo need to start it if not just to give me an excuse to calm down by drawing. Speech and Debate is stressing me out again already....grrr. I am doing my informative speech on robots though, my D.I. is based off of some Spelling Bee Documentary, and of course I'm doing that lovely event called Impromptu which I need to start practicing. Oh! And my POI I think is going to be about art, but if I can't use this book I found called Romantically Challenged as a Prose then I'll do something along those lines for my POI. Yeah...busy busy busy.
Anywho, I should really stop procrastinating and get back on my homework. I have a paper due tomorrow that I need to start. I love you guys and thank you for listening to my ramblings!!
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I mean...*coughs adjusts glasses* I'm glad you're on Cloud 9 and that things are going smoothly, and that you feel so fulfilled and loved. To be honest I have to say I'm definitely jealous, but at the same time, you so deserve to have the kind of security in your emotions that you're being given the chance to experience. And you're happy, so I'm happy for you. I really hope things keep working out for you two. Really, really.
...and the Art Shop will be happening soon. I'll send you and M-chan e-mails tomorrow.
Good luck in your classes too <3