well he was mad but i dont know anymore
everything got harder as school started
all of i sudden i had to wake up early again
do homework
deal with my dad
study for test
try to stay clam at all times
not allowwed to cry during school time
no more problems right?
i ******** hate this
and i thought dateing Jack would mean no more worrying what people thought of me but once again i was wrong
after all summer of mall days only 2 or 3 people remembered me and i think only one knows my name
and then theres the whole i havent talked to Jack sense the15th
...15TH!
i ******** hate this...the only thing stoping me from killing my self right now is im not brave enough and i want to see Jack before i die
i ******** hate it and i cant change it no matter what any one says
and Emilee and Miranda are over so i don know what to do
yesterday Mandie was being Mandie and whoreing around
Me and Emilee were mad like the entire time
we only got to see a few people before Miranda convinced us to go to best buy
and then all she wanted to do was sing and thats the only thing i like to do or can do
and the night before that she ditched us and went out side so i was trying to get her back in scrableing to find my dad and then
oh no, i dont wanna go back in, i like it out here
everything sucks and no one understands and i dont wanna tell them cus then they'll tell me to get better and its all right
but its not and thats it
everything got harder as school started
all of i sudden i had to wake up early again
do homework
deal with my dad
study for test
try to stay clam at all times
not allowwed to cry during school time
no more problems right?
i ******** hate this
and i thought dateing Jack would mean no more worrying what people thought of me but once again i was wrong
after all summer of mall days only 2 or 3 people remembered me and i think only one knows my name
and then theres the whole i havent talked to Jack sense the15th
...15TH!
i ******** hate this...the only thing stoping me from killing my self right now is im not brave enough and i want to see Jack before i die
i ******** hate it and i cant change it no matter what any one says
and Emilee and Miranda are over so i don know what to do
yesterday Mandie was being Mandie and whoreing around
Me and Emilee were mad like the entire time
we only got to see a few people before Miranda convinced us to go to best buy
and then all she wanted to do was sing and thats the only thing i like to do or can do
and the night before that she ditched us and went out side so i was trying to get her back in scrableing to find my dad and then
oh no, i dont wanna go back in, i like it out here
everything sucks and no one understands and i dont wanna tell them cus then they'll tell me to get better and its all right
but its not and thats it
HATE THIS LIFE
issa~</3
