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Life of an idiot.
Right now I'm just so tired. Tired of all the people I know irl.
Everyone keeps calling me stupid, mean and stuff like that.
Sure, I'm used to it. But now I've had enough.
Today one of my, who I thought was, one of my best friends, called me a psycho.
Why?
I can't really remember, but I have sharp nails (don't ask) and I managed to, somehow scratch her hand, not even making a visible mark.
"Fix your nails you psycho!"
"Don't call me a psycho."
"No seriously, you're a psycho. Haha."
"That's it. Bye."
So I start walking off, and she obviously thought I wasn't serious.
Then when she notices I am, she starts running after me and so I pick up the cell, call my mom, leaving a message on the answering machine for her to call me.
"Hey, I was just joking!" And she laughed.
"Well it's not funny. I'm ******** sick and tired of people calling me s**t like that.
-Stupid, ugly, mean, clumsy, dwarf, and now psycho?!"
"I said I was just joking.."
"You don't joke about stuff like that!"
(She knows how much I hate being called stuff like that, seeing as I've told her so several times.)
Then I hear my cell calling and I pick it up as fast as possible to avoid more talking (I called my mom cause I love her and I talk to her about almost everything, don't laugh, lol).
So then I ignored my friend and talked to my mom the whole way home.
Thank god she's in another school. She has a friend in my class that she talks to everyday though, so I'll probably get yelled at tomorrow. Great fun, hm?

Now you may all have different thoughts about me.
Weird? Yes, I admit I'm weird.
Stupid? Sometimes.
Mean? Only if I have a reason. I get easily ticked off though.
Clumsy? Heck yes.
Psycho? For you to decide. I just hope that you decide to think that I'm not.

Anyway, don't worry about me overreacting if you call me stupid, weird, or something like that, I'm used to it, so that doesn't really matter. Just don't say it too often, lol.


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  • User Comments: [2]
    I'm really sorry this all happened hun. That really was uncalled for. But all this stuff on how mean and stupid or shiz that they're saying is just bull. I've always, personally, seen you as very kind, smart, funny, sweet, and all that good stuff. Don't even try and deny or be modest about this. Because I am not about to change how I feel due to other persons feelings or opinions on you.
    -Smiles-

    Also, long nails?! Lucky!! I wish I had long nails... I bite mine like crazy though. They can't grow a tiny bit without me biting it even further down... Mew.

    One more thing, don't let these people get you down. It's not true one bit. Clumsy you say? We all are clumsy. I mean I'll trip on air and I take dance and been in gymnastics and everything. You would think I would learn ne?
    Really though, cheer up sweetie. This stuff obviously bothers you so don't say it doesn't matter or that you're 'used' to it. If you were used to this stuff you wouldn't have acted the way you did, be so upset about this, post this in general! I suggest finding a friend you can talk this stuff over in full length too. You seem like you need to vent. Plus they could help with suggestions! If you ever need be, I'm always here too. I enjoyed our little chats in the beginning and miss them dearly.

    Besides, most of these people that say this stuff usually have a problem with themself in some way, shape, or form. The only way they can feel better is by making someone else feel worse. They may not admit it, but they know that's why. Personally I think they should all go ******** themselves. :] God knows that the only action they ever get is with their hand. Then you see them come back "Oh yeah this really hot person did so and so and omg it felt so good."
    I must say, smiley faces on hands are rather hot. 8]


    Love you hun. C h u User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.


    comment D e v i x D i G i · Community Member · Fri Sep 16, 2005 @ 02:29pm
    Awwe, thank you~<3
    -Sent you a PM-

    And nah, I don't have long nails, just like, really sharp ones.
    Either I bite them, or they just break, lol.

    Thanks again for cheering me up~ ^_^<3


    comment Anniehh · Community Member · Fri Sep 16, 2005 @ 04:47pm
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