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GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR >.< Im stressed and I can't figure out why?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? I haven't been thinking to much! I don't have any school work to freak out over! I have a perfect relationship! I love him very much! RAWR I feel guilty right now V_V I would talk to ppl but really dont know what to say XP I dont know why I feel this way....talking would help, but i dont know what the problem is so i believe my other options are: hugging, crying(trying that not working so well, i still feel bad after and hope nobody hears it because then they will be like oh whats wrong and if "I can't find my happy place" i have to go to theropy...which I never have and find it retarded that they would make me go over some stupid s**t like that), being with the people i care so much about, and care about me too biggrin <3 I love you biggrin ......typing this helps me i think because right now instead of a tear running down my face i have a smile biggrin maybe typing in the GaiaOnline Journal of Kuri Kawaii helps me calm down.......I would write but i get hand cramps and it pisses me off xD see and now im laughing <3 (i believe everybody gets hand cramps just some have a higher tolerance for it) but yeah *hugs* to those of you who read my journal biggrin i know only one of them and another one on occassion <3 hehe ^^ and on gaia somebody told me they tell you how many ppl read your journals....that is schweet ^^ but i havent discovered how yet XD...