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on an on i go in the bloody sea of exile
i wash up on the bloody beach of suicide
no where to hide my shame
blood fountains all around
i slowly fall to the ground
i cry a river and wish to drown
cut my wrist feel the blood
consumed with hate for our world
i do everything wrong
nothing goes right
ima mistake why ever try?
life or death, give me a reason
i need to find out why im breathin
i scream i shout i yell my vocal cords out
but no one can hear me
no one but me & sumtimes i cant even hear myself
not that i or ne1 else would ever understand
how can u if i cant understand myself
why should you?
can you silence my sadness?
can you feel my pain?
can you understand a god damn thing?
im saying, im doing, im falling; how poving
you trader, liar, a*****e, SOB ...
i'll kill in cold blood if you dare come near me
if i hav to y shouldnt you? its only fair, unlike life
i wonder about death
bloody me full of regret,
drowned in my own pool of blood.
while you drown in my sorrows
finally you pay
bloody me
bloody my
bloody hell how could i?
i hope you were miserable in agony
just think how it is to be me!
enjoy ur scars thats all you got
your bloody wrist i cant resist
i'll drain you dry
so say good bye!
-- love or hate dear lil yin