i just realized after everything i have gone through... i have a reason to live. i have gone through so many lies and i hated them all... i wanted to throw away the memories, but there was something in those memories that kept them here; something i hace to overcome. after lies and lies to my family i want so much to confess but i kno that they would get mad... and they would think things that arent true. i just dont want to go through everything all over again. i am so stressed out and the only emotion i have left to turn to is love... it is unescapable yet it does bring back terrible memories... ones that i want to forget. i try so hard to cover them up; i bleached my hair, im starting volleyball, i tried to make other new friends, i have tried almost every way possible to covered up my past that i hate so much, but i get no relief. i just wish there were some way i i could figure out what i had to do to just make my life better... to find a way out of the endless hole i am falling through. i have gone through many tough times and i feel it is time for me to let go, i just need to figure out how...
Rose Mason Community Member 
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