well after that phsyco moment i should move on 2 day meh mother "IT" and i r going 2 meh 2nd cosins funural i didn't know him but cause were close (nerest familey members) (others live in arkansas,kentucky,oklahomah,and mississippi)
we have 2 go (i really don't wanna c a dead guy being buried) but i has no choice in the matter.
