I finaly told him. His reaction was what i hoped it to be. He just don't want to end a good friendship if the relationship doesn't work out. I haven't seen him. It feels like nothing has changed. I like that, i want to be more then a friend to him without changing the way things are now. The only thing that should change is the amount of time we spend together. We should see each other more talk more. I like him alot. We've been friends for 4 years now. I told him last friday. At a thing my school has every year, a finarts havest festival. I called him the day before and asked him if he would come, he said he would if i call him and remind him. After the marching band proformence, i called him. He said he'd try to come. I didn't think he would so i went for a walk aroud to see what games they had for the little kids to play. I got a soda and was getting ready to play putt putt when some one taped me of the sholder. I was him. I droped the soda and gave him a big hug. After walking him around to see some friends he hasen't see in a bit (he went to my school). His ride was getting ready to go so i couldn't let him go without me telling him how i felt. I told him that i had feelings for him, and that i would like to be more then just friends. He looked into my eyes said, it was something he was thinking about him self. we decided to thing it over so if it doesn't work out we could still be friends. He said "don't think of his as a rejection, its nothing like that, i just. . . you know how good i get along with my ex GF. I would like to kiss you but that would be odd wouldn't it." ya it would have been odd all the little kidds runing around, every one being there and all the teachers around. He tryed to kiss me any way but i said no. I haven't talke to or seen him in a bit now i hope i didn't hurt him by not kissing him. O well it'll be okay. well i got school in the morning see ya.
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