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This is my thoughts and my heart

	i miss u so.....
	i miss u so.....

crying i miss u so much i wish u were still here.every day i cry for u cuz i still love u. wen u left my heart broke in pieces and i can't find all of them. crying i will always love u til the end i foregave u for leaving me alone in this cruel world of ours called earth. Wen u died i felkt like my world had turned from happiness to death.*sob*At ur funeral i was the shoulder to cry o. but once i got home i knew i lost my favorite person now ur gone and im all by myself alone on my own.I still cry at nite thinking bout u, all our good times we shared.U n me walking home. Me laughing on the way cuz it took us so long to get bak to our home.Even though it was so long ago i feel like it was yesterday. I wasn't even there for u wen u died*sobbing* how i felt so mad that u died cuz u went bak to Alaska, but now i know u went bak to get great grandma to live wit us.i friken hated myself for hating u cuz i thought u left like u always did and now u left for good. cry .I'm so greatful that i'm ur favorite out of my cousins and my bro but i just can't bear the thought of u gone.even though it was many years ago.i still miss u a lot.were always fighting and i wonder how life would b if u were still here wit me.But if u hadn't left i wouldn't b the person i am today having such good friends to b there wen im crying for u.i'll always love u and i wish u hadn't left me here w/o u sad !!!!!

in dear memory:Harminio Martin my fav grandpa.......died june,30,2003

these r songs i listen to that remind me of u!!^_^
Far away-Nickle back
photograph
how u remind me
sometimes-papa roach
Tear my heart open/scars
higher-creed
until the day i die-story
wat hurts the most-raskal flats
bye bye-mariah carey
I miss u-Miley cyrus
heart biggrin xd crying cry sad this how i feel

· Tue Aug 12, 2008 @ 06:23am · 4 Comments


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	i know how u feel ma grandama died an i miss her everyday Offline · Community Member · Tue Aug 12, 2008 @ 04:27pm


	i'm really srry 2 hear bout ur grampa Offline · Community Member · Tue Aug 12, 2008 @ 05:40pm


	.....................thats sad.....................my grandpa died to...................he lived to be 102 years old.......................he died in 2000. He lived through 3 centuries. His father was a slave. He was born almost 100 years b4 me..............and now...........................now hes gone......................for good........................I loved him and still do..............................And now I know I gotta make it to heaven and c him again in the kingdom of God. Too bad I wont remember him though....................................He always called me his little saint................................................He always walked so slow.....................................I love u grandpa!!!!!!!!!!! emo Offline · Community Member · Tue Aug 12, 2008 @ 08:31pm


	Aww omg im srry ta hear bout ur grandpa.....dats really sad....i kno how u feel ma dad died whn i waz younger. Offline · Community Member · Thu Aug 14, 2008 @ 04:39am

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