2:54 PM Hello friends. I have returned from Ohio. It was an interesting visit. Sometimes it was boring, othertimes it was fun. I must say, I did miss my home, my room, my own way of living indeed...
However, if there is something I will miss from Ohio, it will be my cousin's children. Olivia and Tyler grew attached to my sister and myself, and likewise we grew attached to them. It is a glimpse of what I will one day be, a father. Oh my goodness it is tiring to say the least - very, very tiring - but at the same time... Seeing such sweet, innocent faces, seeing them smile and call your name, watching them grab your hand and pull you along because they want to show you this, or that, or just to be with you... It is a wonderful feeling.
One day, I will have my own Tyler and Olivia... I will see those faces smiling at me each day, holding my hands as I guide them through life. The joy I will bring to them will never be able to be replaced or comparable to anything.
*sighs and smiles* Well, anyways... Time for the normal journal writings.
The first thing I did when I got home was finished Unlimited Blade Works, the Fate Stay Night story I had been working on and had to put on hold for my Ohio trip. Everyone, that story was absolutely incredible. It was filled with plot twists that would freak even the sturdiest of people out - many things I was not prepared for, and the writers kept me on my toes and guessing every second. When I thought I knew the answer, knew what would happen, an event would occur that would grab my answer and forcibly shove it down my throat.
Betrayal, Defiance, Loyalty, Realization, Bravery, Determination, Love, Hatred, so many emotions placed into one story, so many feelings characters in the story felt - it was truly a work of art. The beginning may have been the same, as I'm know now it will be for every story scenario, but that is really all the similarities one will see. Nothing is the same, it's like playing an entirely different story. The part I enjoyed most... was the ending. The ending was what I had hoped and wanted it to be. Not quite as straightforward as I wanted it to, but it found a way to make me smile and fill me with warmth. This was an ending I had wanted for the first Scenario. This kind of ending. Even though it wasn't a "lived happily ever after" ending, it was an ending that ended truly happily with hints that it will continue to be so ever after.
To my surprise, the ending itself wasn't quite done. I am now watching, after the epilogue, a chapter known as Answer - in which I am taken back to a certain main event and given all the details, all the truth, from the other character's view. In doing so, it completes the realization, it finishes the questions asked.
My biggest regret is that I cannot dive into the last Scenario, Heaven's Feel, for it is not translated yet. I must now wait and pray that Mirror Moon will translate the last part, and soon, so I can fully complete this game. I still have to do the alternate story of Unlimited Blade Works, but the main story, the True Ending I see here is good enough. I am unsure if I want to see the Good Ending, but I must for the sake of completion.
Alright, I'm off to play a little more, draw a little more, and organize my thoughts. Hmhmmmm... I am happy ^^
~Quix
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