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Life is smacking me again! Curse you, reality!

Feh... Now that I think about it, it's not such a big deal. But when I think about it again, it's a HUGE deal.
Darn.

Okay.
Unfortunately, I just looked back in my Journal Entries, and I didn't tell you guys about the park.
The park. Reinburg's prime, fame, and glory. Sometimes, just to tease a friend, a person would get a rock and scratch into the park, 'So and so heart 's so and so!'. And it would all be fine and dandy.
But NOOOOO.
Some parents had to notice that the park was completely littered with names and words(some inapropriate!). So all the people who had written on the park got in trouble. I had written some of this, but hardly even a tenth of it! But I still got in trouble. I had to scrub the park, which didn't even help at all!
We were going to have to paint it, but then we found out we didn't have to. THAT was good news. But this was not.

I was out at the park with my CD player, listening to some music. I saw Zak, Xavier, Jalyn, and Dijon over in Xavier and Jalyn's backyard, so I went over there to see what was up. I was talkin' to them. Zak had mentioned somewhere in the conversation that he wasn't allowed to go to the park. That took a few minutes to sink in, so I kept talking until I realized what he said.
"Hold on, what? You're no allowed to go to the park?"
"Nope. Xavier and me aren't allowed to hang out with you, Heather, or Chelsea, either."
"... eek "
I didn't even know what to say. I stayed for like, 45 more seconds and then I bade them farewell. I went home, ran upstairs in a huff, cried a little.
It set in that I have NO FRIENDS HERE. NOOOONNNEEE.

Chelsea: Michigan.
Austin: Hawaii.
Britt: Cali.
Zak: You just read my journal, didn't you?
Xavier: See above.

Yeah, I don't have very many friends. Get over it.

But I mean, REALLY! Why wouldn't they be able to hang out with Chelsea?! She's not even here! She hasn't been for THE WHOLE SUMMER!!!

ARGH!
This is exhausting... stressed
I can't write anymore. My head's been hurting since noon, I'mma go get a motrin...