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	░▒▓❀Stop! Wait! You can not escape! ❀▓▒░ There's nothing here. Life is but a play, and all the people in it, actors.

	*picks towel back up*
	*picks towel back up*


So, the other day I threw in the towel on the whole Me + Nick thing. But not-surprisingly, i'm going to try once again to pick it back up. I want to try and be Nick's friend, at least. I don't expect Nick to let us go back to the way we were... But i'd hate to let things just stay the way they are. I'm going to try again to very simply discuss this issue with Nick. Very, very simply. And slowly. Not snail slow, but not all one big b*h-fest at a time. Then we'd only be barking back and forth, and getting nowhere. The whole argument and situation/circumstances are just so confusing and... it's insane. edaaz** · Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 06:46am · 2 Comments


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	I hope you can go on knowing that I did love you. And that is not fair,You deserve more. You deserve a love that will blossom, One that will set you free, The kind of love that you just couldn't seem to get from me. The leaves will turn soon, All the variants of colors- So beautiful, but yet, still alone. It's been a while... Winters around the corner, Cold and alone it will be, Still not the right time. But still wishing you happiness. I wish you friendship, In your times of sorrow. I wish you faith, In times of trouble. I wish you peace, In times of serenity. Most of all, I wish you Love, despite it not being me. Offline Jayce Reinhardt · Community Member · Thu Aug 07, 2008 @ 01:37pm


	I understand... Really, I do. Please believe me when I tell you that I did -not- see that issue+shitstorm coming at all. Something like -that- doesn't happen very often, it truly was a uniquely ****** up situation. But that doesn't make it better, I know... In the end, I am just unreliable. Whether I mean to be or not, it's my life. I keep that in mind each time I think about asking about us... I mean, I really do doubt something like that will happen again anytime soon. But who knows? I have so little control over it, this situation just proved that. Hng, simply put, I didn't mean to 'lie' to you. I didn't expect something like this to happen. But, I want to make something VERY** clear. I was -not- "ok" for those two weeks. Not by a LONG shot. I'm still not ok. I wasn't just sitting by twiddling my thumbs la-di-da while I was away from you. Offline edaaz · Community Member · Thu Aug 07, 2008 @ 07:54pm

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