I'm freaking out!!!
Evan asked me to marry him today!
I was wondering why he was acting so nice!!!
He...augh!!!! And it was right out of the blue!
*Kinda*
We went out for lunch yeah?
and it was fairly kinda expensive.
And after a while he started taling about how beautiful I was,
and how perfect I was.
And it was really making me feel uncomfortable.
I mean I like Evan... LIKE I dont love him.
And just when I was about to tell him how uncomfortable I was,
he took me hand, kissed it, then asked me to marry him!
He has a ring and everything!!!!
@________________________@
I paniked and I didn't know what to say!!!
I wanted to say no, but the words didn't come to me!!!
So I just sat there looking like an idiot!!!
>_____<
And the sad thing is, I sat there in silence for five minutes
he didn't get the hint!!!
AAUUGGH!!!!
I cant beleive this!!!!
*Stress stress*
So in the end I just shook my head...
and the sucky thing was I was crying!!!
i dont want to hurt Evan but I dont love him!
I love someone else 100 times more!
I feel like a b***h!!!
He even started crying in the restaurant!!!
Then he kept asking what he did!
I didin't want to answer so i cried harder and he apologized.
Then he begged me to think about it a little bit more...
then he took me home in silence.
I dont know what to do...
I dont love him...
and I love someone else...
but Evan's so sweet but uber sensitive...
I dont know what to tell him...
Evan asked me to marry him today!
I was wondering why he was acting so nice!!!
He...augh!!!! And it was right out of the blue!
*Kinda*
We went out for lunch yeah?
and it was fairly kinda expensive.
And after a while he started taling about how beautiful I was,
and how perfect I was.
And it was really making me feel uncomfortable.
I mean I like Evan... LIKE I dont love him.
And just when I was about to tell him how uncomfortable I was,
he took me hand, kissed it, then asked me to marry him!
He has a ring and everything!!!!
@________________________@
I paniked and I didn't know what to say!!!
I wanted to say no, but the words didn't come to me!!!
So I just sat there looking like an idiot!!!
>_____<
And the sad thing is, I sat there in silence for five minutes
he didn't get the hint!!!
AAUUGGH!!!!
I cant beleive this!!!!
*Stress stress*
So in the end I just shook my head...
and the sucky thing was I was crying!!!
i dont want to hurt Evan but I dont love him!
I love someone else 100 times more!
I feel like a b***h!!!
He even started crying in the restaurant!!!
Then he kept asking what he did!
I didin't want to answer so i cried harder and he apologized.
Then he begged me to think about it a little bit more...
then he took me home in silence.
I dont know what to do...
I dont love him...
and I love someone else...
but Evan's so sweet but uber sensitive...
I dont know what to tell him...
