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i feel dizzy right now. currently i'm trying to be a stronger person for my friends and i guess i'm doing alright. i'm getting better at holding things inside and forgetting about them too ..slowly..but..surely n.n. I'm trying hard to keep putting how I feel first it's difficult..but..it's true. You can't make others happy until u feel happy yourself. And I hope by doing this I don't end up losing any of u guys..because i'm no longer there to constantly stay by your side and make u feel better (u know who u r). I hope..I can close this gapeing hole i seem to have in my stomach..and in my heart.. that wants to spread into my thoughts. Then maybe..I can make you all twice as happy as before..because truthfully..that's all I care about..making my friends happy. As long as you guys are happy I can keep on going..cause then I'll know..that my life wasn't so meaningless and I was able to put a smile on at least one persons face..and get it to stick. heh..I feel silly rambling on about this because most of you have no idea what i'm talking about *giggles cutely*
anyways..
i'd appreciate any comments you viewers feel like leaving n.n
that goes to all of u friend or not !! n0n
i'll probably add more to this journal thing..later..but right now..i just want to draw and stuff..cause I need to get over a few things quick or this little lin squish is going to go without sleep tonight.
*sits down criss-crossed and puts my hands on my knees concentrating reeeeally hard* GAOOO!! MUST THINK POSITIVE THOUGHTS!! OUT WITH NEGATIVE ENGERGY!! *takes a deep breath and holds it there*
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*lets it out*
well GOODNIGHT EVERYBODY!! *waves*
 D0N3 · Thu Jul 31, 2008 @ 07:49am · 4 Comments |
