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I must be having mood swings.

I got up this morning, reflecting on another sleepless night.
This s**t is going to kill me someday.

I walked out my bedroom dorr with a positive attitude.
"Today will be my day." I said. And I got on the computer to talk to my friends.

All of the sudden, I'm hyper and confused. "What the hell am I doing on the computer?" I ask the space around me. "No matter, I'll just eat pie and watch crap on YouTube."

This mood lasts until noon, at which time I am hopelessly bored with everything. Nothing sounds fun.

Then I hear from my love, and the world has purpose.

This mood lasts until 3.
At which time I am pissed off at everything that ever existed.

I hate everything.

This mood last until 5, at which time I'm impossibly random and spazzy...

THE POPTARTS DESTROY US ALL!! heart blaugh

Which lasts until 6. At which time, I notice a change in behavior amongst my closest friends. My first feeling is susspision. Next, self-contempt. And currently...

Violent depression.

I must be having mood swings.