I'm not sure if I should kill myself...I'm just sick of my brother hurting me so much that I would love to kill myself... He's already done too many horrible things to me... Saying lies about me during school, hitting the back of my head 3 times with a glass vase, making me fall over and hitting my head on the fireplace, that was never used, and makin me go to the hospital so they can help me out with the hole in my head... When will this stop? People are saying that he has a problem with me and hating me, so much that he burnt me once with a lighter on my bare arm, the mark is still there...Today he kept on sayin how useless I am to the family and calling me a fat a**, just because I was born with extra fat in me, and he gained all of the fat he has on himself... I really don't have anything to do now a days, so what can I do? My parents only scold him and punish him... My counciler helped me cope with most of the depression, but I was literally born with depression... Maybe my brother does have a problem? I'm not sure and I don't really care anymore about my life... I think of it as a sad little story that only other people can feel bad for me, but they cant really do much to help no matter how much they wanted to help me... But being depressed and all, makes me realize the sad little things in life... Why wars began... How heart break can kill a person... Why people can be so greedy to inslave a person... How this pain is so cruel to my heart... How everyone is the same, but are just shaped differently... Well, now I think that my pain has hurted me enough for today... Bye everyone...
Stellaluna26 Community Member 
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