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Wow its been forever since I have posted in here!
Alot of things have changed..
Ive matured..
Ive had my heart broken..
Ive just changed in general..
I fell in love, and it ended..for the first time I felt okay..and then I had to go ruin it.
In a way, I know it was ended for the best..but to tell you the truth I have NEVER stopped loving this person, and in my heart i know I always will in one way.
Its easier that we arent together, but sometimes when i think about this person....I cant help but to cry, I hurt them by loving them in a way. Right now I feel like I have removed a heavy burden off my shoulders by writing this all down.
Like after of holding all these thoughts inside not telling anyone I can finally sigh out of relief....Ive admitted to myself how I feel now.
I love this person with all my heart, we were together for almost 6 months and for someone who is 14 thats a long time. But things were just hard considering how far we are apart....he lives so far from me....it hurt not being able to hold him close.
It hurts even more knowing I may have ruined a great friendship.
I just hope they know i NEVER ment to hurt them and will ALWAYS love them.
 Xx_Semper Liber_xX · Thu Jul 17, 2008 @ 05:01am · 0 Comments |
