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Wild Monkeys and Apes Ahead. Continue bewarned.
Fwoosh.
Emotional day. Sort of. Not much, just sort of.

><;

Okay. I went to school earlier...
Boring.
When we were riding on the bus home after school......
NOTE!!:
Juan- New guy in our class. BEAUTIFUL eyes, kinda cute.
Anna- Worst enemy since third grade. Hate is such a harsh word, isn't it? I'll just use DESPISE.


Anyway.
We were on the bus home. Juan goes on my bus. So does his little sister(6th) and his little brother(4th, I think?). Anyway. Well, I was like,
"Hey, Juan. You know everyone's saying Anna likes you, right?" (It's TOTALLY clear as day, yo.)
And he's like, "Yeah, I know."

Then we were all talkin', and then he just randomly went, "You think it's true?"
I was a little confused, but then I got it, and I was like, "Yeah! It's CLEAR AS DAY. Can you not see it?"
And he's, "Yeah, I can see it, but..."
And then his sister cuts in, "At our old school, flirting is just how everybody talked to eachother. It was totally normal."

"Hm."

And then we were talking for a while again, and I turned around and was like, "So, Juan. You must like a girl by now, right?"
He was kinda quiet, but he was like, "Yeah."
I kinda left him alone for a minute, but then I said, "So who is it? Katie?" (Katie is the new girl in our class)
He's like, "No! I don't like the tall type."
"Hmph. So who is it, then?"
He kinda made a little face, and I could totally tell who it was...
"Anna?"
"Yeah."

It was fun at first, then I realized how totally sucky that was. Cute kid liked my WORST ENEMY IN THE WOOOORRRRLLLDDDD.
Grr.

Oh, well.
This is even more emotional.
Sort of.
><
The Juan thing doesn't even get to me that much anymore.

BRITT'S LEAVING US TOMORROW!
gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk
DARN.IT.
She was my only girl friend here since Ch-Chelsea l-left...
crying *sob*
She's going back to Cali. That's where she lives with her dad.
Divorced parents.
I feel sorry for her...

Anyway. We went to go see a movie. Skeleton Key. It was awesome. ^_^ I loved it.

Brittnae was scared out of her pants, though. xd She was, like, clinging to my arm in the really tense parts of the movie.

But after that, which was around 9:00, Brittnae called her mom, and she said that we could hang out in Britt's carport for a while. So we called Zak, and we were all hangin' out in Britt's carport. It was so fun. xd We were bein' freaks.

Anyway. Brittnae had to go inside soon after, so we said our teary goodbyes(even thought I'mma call her to wake her up tomorrow at 9:00a.m.), and Zak and I went to the park. My mom said that if I was gonna stay longer than 10:00, I had to call her.

It was so funny, though. xd
Zak and I were out at the park, and we were getting water bottles and throwing them in up in the air, let them burst on the ground, and then we hid. xd xDDD

But he kept obsessing over this picture of a girl. rolleyes Did I tell you guys about Emily(not the Emily in my class, if I ever get to mentioning HER)? Well, she's a girl that Zak's known since he lived in California. She's always liked him, and now he likes her.

I know Zak says I'm someone he can talk to an' all, but he brings up some awkward stuff sometimes, I know he does it on purpose.

"Isn't that hot? C'mon, Kelsey, look at the picture! You know how big her BUTT is?!"
ARGH.
><;
Anyway.
He told that they made out-- twice. He says he's probably gonna ask her out.

Hmph.
But his cell phone and my dad's cell phone have, like, the SAME ring tones. It's wierd.

But...
I don't know if I'm over Zak. It's so confusing. I mean, he's so sweet and nice and whatnot, but... No matter what I do, I can't bring myself to say or think that I like him. Maybe it's because I got hurt last time? Maybe it's because of what he said about us just being good friends, never anything more?
...
... ... ... ... ... ...
Whatever. 'Night.

--Riko

Post Permanent Link [.Rikocette.Echoes.] · Sat Aug 27, 2005 @ 03:53am · 17 Comments
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  • User Comments: [17]
    *Big hugs for Riko-chan* If we ever meet I'd owe you hugs too, huh? O_o

    I know how that can be. Both the stuff about your girly friends leaving (I've gone many years being a loner, and staying away from people until more recently) and the confusion with guys. Myself I realized that I still atleast partly like a pretty good friend of mine who supposedly liked me, but didn't want to be anything more than friends, and that I may be begining to like one of my best friends all over again. He's my own friend that I've known the longest, and I seem to trust him the msot too.

    Bah to confusion and what not, ne? *'Nother hug for riko-chan* sorry for rambling. sweatdrop

     
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    comment caitlin_neko · Community Member · Sat Aug 27, 2005 @ 04:38am
    S'okay, Neko-chan. <3 Thanks. It's good to hear I'm not alone, though... -.-; I guess confusion's just getting to me, or something.

    I just took a whole bunch of quizzes... xd >w<;;

     
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    comment [.Rikocette.Echoes.] · Community Member · Sat Aug 27, 2005 @ 05:15am
    And I just found a bunch of cool wallpapers =0

    Yush. Confusion can be a big fat meany head xd

     
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    comment caitlin_neko · Community Member · Sat Aug 27, 2005 @ 05:19am
    I have advice for you, Riko-chan. No matter what happens between you and anyone, DON'T try suicide. I tried it. But you don't die. It just makes people trust you less. Trust me, if you're getting all riled up about Zak talking about some girl in Cali, then trust me, my friend: you are NOT over him.

    ::Big hug:: T'sokay. You're just confused right now. You'll get through it. <3


     
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    comment spookykoopas · Community Member · Sat Aug 27, 2005 @ 05:42am
    i feel for ya. unfortunatley, that's all i got, cuz i just played my DS up till midnight.

     
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    comment Magic Missile · Community Member · Sat Aug 27, 2005 @ 06:05am
    Yes. Stupid big fat meany-head confusion! ><

    Thaaaanks, Ghosty-kun. <3 S'okay. No worries. I pulled an all-nighter, once.

    T'ank you, Fluxy-kun! <3
    You must be a mind-reader or something. O_o; I just now(well... yesterday, day before...) ended up telling my parents(over a VERY guilty consciense) that long, long ago, I made myself bleed/cut myself. And they... took it well. They weren't angry/mad, upset, or disappointed in me, or anything. They just... cut my time on the computer and talked to me about it. (Conputer reason: I told them that that's where I heard about cutting, which is true... >< wink

    But it's more COMPLICATED than that... ><; Emily's in DC right now. They both used to live in Cali. And now they're both HERE, for everyone to see their CUTE little LOVE STORY.

    And... I'm not riled up. ><
    It just makes me wonder if I'm over him or not.
    Besides, it's just different, 'cause he normally talks to me about more serious stuff when he needs to talk to me, although I think he may have been trying(but failed) to get to something more important...

     
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    comment [.Rikocette.Echoes.] · Community Member · Sat Aug 27, 2005 @ 03:14pm
    which proves that he's still a guy. we can't stay on topic. agree with me. i'm not this focues in real life. now that i think about it, i'm not so focused on gaia, either...

     
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    comment Magic Missile · Community Member · Sat Aug 27, 2005 @ 03:57pm
    Hm. I'm REALLY focused on Gaia.

    What else would he be? A he/she alien? o.o;

     
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    comment [.Rikocette.Echoes.] · Community Member · Sat Aug 27, 2005 @ 04:33pm
    exactly my point. stare

     
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    comment Magic Missile · Community Member · Sat Aug 27, 2005 @ 06:09pm
    [.My guess is that he's trying to make you jealous if he likes you back. Just a theory.]


     
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    comment spookykoopas · Community Member · Sat Aug 27, 2005 @ 10:34pm
    yeah whatever... how much does OMFG cost? i'll buy it off you, if you make a good offer. of couse after your extremely long quest.of course, the dirt poor ghosty will probably pay you by IOU, but i have a bad history with those.

     
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    comment Magic Missile · Community Member · Sun Aug 28, 2005 @ 02:02am
    DDDD; Awwww he's retarded. 3nodding
    Wait what grade are you in?


     
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    comment [zombie] · Community Member · Sun Aug 28, 2005 @ 03:38am
    who are you talking to? and about?

     
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    comment Magic Missile · Community Member · Sun Aug 28, 2005 @ 04:25am
    &w&
    I'm in 7th.
    (Zak's in 8th.)

    Z-Zak, trying to make me jealous, hm? He does have a history with that, but he makes everyone jealous just for the heck of it anyway. ><;

     
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    comment [.Rikocette.Echoes.] · Community Member · Sun Aug 28, 2005 @ 11:27pm
    I thought you were a freshman in high school! o___o
    8th eh?... >3 I'm in 8th too...


     
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    comment [zombie] · Community Member · Mon Aug 29, 2005 @ 01:38am
    Oh, no! But my friend, Katie, is. 3nodding She's the coolest.

    Anyway, yeah. You're in 8th, too?

    List of friends in 8th grade:

    Zak
    Christi(goes to my school)
    Brittnae

    ...
    Yeah. ><;

     
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    comment [.Rikocette.Echoes.] · Community Member · Mon Aug 29, 2005 @ 02:44am
    You better add me to the list. :3
    <3

    Well, I WILL be in DC in about... Three years. x.x
    I can see you then. :3 xDDDDD


     
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    comment spookykoopas · Community Member · Mon Aug 29, 2005 @ 04:54am
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