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Emotional day. Sort of. Not much, just sort of.

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Okay. I went to school earlier...
Boring.
When we were riding on the bus home after school......
NOTE!!:
Juan- New guy in our class. BEAUTIFUL eyes, kinda cute.
Anna- Worst enemy since third grade. Hate is such a harsh word, isn't it? I'll just use DESPISE.

Anyway.
We were on the bus home. Juan goes on my bus. So does his little sister(6th) and his little brother(4th, I think?). Anyway. Well, I was like,
"Hey, Juan. You know everyone's saying Anna likes you, right?" (It's TOTALLY clear as day, yo.)
And he's like, "Yeah, I know."

Then we were all talkin', and then he just randomly went, "You think it's true?"
I was a little confused, but then I got it, and I was like, "Yeah! It's CLEAR AS DAY. Can you not see it?"
And he's, "Yeah, I can see it, but..."
And then his sister cuts in, "At our old school, flirting is just how everybody talked to eachother. It was totally normal."

"Hm."

And then we were talking for a while again, and I turned around and was like, "So, Juan. You must like a girl by now, right?"
He was kinda quiet, but he was like, "Yeah."
I kinda left him alone for a minute, but then I said, "So who is it? Katie?" (Katie is the new girl in our class)
He's like, "No! I don't like the tall type."
"Hmph. So who is it, then?"
He kinda made a little face, and I could totally tell who it was...
"Anna?"
"Yeah."

It was fun at first, then I realized how totally sucky that was. Cute kid liked my WORST ENEMY IN THE WOOOORRRRLLLDDDD.
Grr.

Oh, well.
This is even more emotional.
Sort of.
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The Juan thing doesn't even get to me that much anymore.

BRITT'S LEAVING US TOMORROW!
gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk
DARN.IT.
She was my only girl friend here since Ch-Chelsea l-left...
crying *sob*
She's going back to Cali. That's where she lives with her dad.
Divorced parents.
I feel sorry for her...

Anyway. We went to go see a movie. Skeleton Key. It was awesome. ^_^ I loved it.

Brittnae was scared out of her pants, though. xd She was, like, clinging to my arm in the really tense parts of the movie.

But after that, which was around 9:00, Brittnae called her mom, and she said that we could hang out in Britt's carport for a while. So we called Zak, and we were all hangin' out in Britt's carport. It was so fun. xd We were bein' freaks.

Anyway. Brittnae had to go inside soon after, so we said our teary goodbyes(even thought I'mma call her to wake her up tomorrow at 9:00a.m.), and Zak and I went to the park. My mom said that if I was gonna stay longer than 10:00, I had to call her.

It was so funny, though. xd
Zak and I were out at the park, and we were getting water bottles and throwing them in up in the air, let them burst on the ground, and then we hid. xd xDDD

But he kept obsessing over this picture of a girl. rolleyes Did I tell you guys about Emily(not the Emily in my class, if I ever get to mentioning HER)? Well, she's a girl that Zak's known since he lived in California. She's always liked him, and now he likes her.

I know Zak says I'm someone he can talk to an' all, but he brings up some awkward stuff sometimes, I know he does it on purpose.

"Isn't that hot? C'mon, Kelsey, look at the picture! You know how big her BUTT is?!"
ARGH.
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Anyway.
He told that they made out-- twice. He says he's probably gonna ask her out.

Hmph.
But his cell phone and my dad's cell phone have, like, the SAME ring tones. It's wierd.

But...
I don't know if I'm over Zak. It's so confusing. I mean, he's so sweet and nice and whatnot, but... No matter what I do, I can't bring myself to say or think that I like him. Maybe it's because I got hurt last time? Maybe it's because of what he said about us just being good friends, never anything more?
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Whatever. 'Night.

--Riko